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4/14/2008 Easy to fall where I jumped well! BUT got to get up from where I have fallen!I did IELTS awfully this time！Maybe it's a chance for me to get back to the right track, though I will have to take it!
as to recently anti-China events, we can't blame the west more than lack of information about us, the fear of us, and the concern about their own benefits. China is going to grow up, though it will not be easy. However, sorry, the west, but there is nothing you can do about it, so deal with it. We will need to unite as a whole, the goverment, and the people! For China, with China, we shall strive together! 9/22/2007 Mid autumn Daywith such effords, i finally found 4 mooncakes.
in Chinese, we say: can't remove the tradition. 8/11/2007 My Goodness!Due to the serious financial difficulties, I have been on the edge of starving, unless I can find a job in one month. Do not say you've got the same situation as I have, because you simply haven't! My problem is even if it is possible for me to get a job without failing to pass exams, the income might not be enough to cover my expenditure.
 PS: At 1:10am this morning, what we call an intoxicated person (I thought he was), was trying to open our front door. I asked who was there, but no one replied. Then I told him to stop, but he said something I could not catch. As he was still trying, very hard. I said I would call the police. But he did not stop. I asked Li to call the police when I was trying to lock the door better. But she was so scared that she did not want to call the police. So she went to lock the door and I called the police. The police came in 15 minutes, but it took me 2 minutes to get through to the police line by calling 000. It was really not fast enough if something really bad happens, is it?7/28/2007 In AustraliaA lot to settle after our arrivals. And most of them have been settled
down. Reading Harry Potter and the Deathly Hallows gives me a lot to
reflect, as I have been positioned as a person who love to reflect
rather than do. Really found Chapter Sixteen, Bathilda's Secret,
terrified. It is brillantly writen, though.And Chapter Nineteen, the
Silver Doe, is truely a touching one. Both Dumbledore and Snape are
heros, the bravest things in the world sometimes can be facing the most
terrible mistake one has made or loving someone with all ones heart in
ones whole time and willing to give everything, everything including
ones life to the one loved, without being loved back. It is so
remarkable to face the Dark Load and fight him. Besides, Hermione is
really beautiful, and clever, and lovely, and sexy, and sensable,
and..., which, I believe, will make her an amazing and perfect
girlfriend to anyone who deserves. As J.K.Rowling wished to say, I can see how our actions reflect the deepest will in our heart rather than the will that is in our brain thinking what we ought to do and be like. Truely it is, as I hope I can remove the shadow in my deepest heart. 7/19/2007 Visiting Li's family.在这里玩得很开心！ 但是明天下午的飞机票又要去北京了，然后火车去大连，23号从大连回澳大利亚继续吃苦了~~最近的计划就是这样！希望能顺利啊！ 7/14/2007 Getting back to the place where ive been struggling for one yeargetting ready for the luggages itself is a big job, while i still have some guys to see...
hope i can get them done in time. 7/11/2007 Thank god.At long last, Ive got a not too bad loading speed.
Too good to be home. But Ive become so lazy. my english has also become terrible of course.
it is great to meet old friends. but really a pity to fail to see some guys beginning to work.
too much money has been spent without any feeling of sorry. it is really a good sense to work in Australia and comsume in China, expecially in Guilin.
Thank god Ive passed all the unit last sermester. it is just like magic!
it is a good holiday though there are so many things to do!
6/12/2007 I wonder.It is not the first time I am wondering what it is that has made each and every one of us so different from each other. However, what is it that standing in the way of communication between you and me.
I admire someone so much that I feel so bad about myself. And do you know what I admire them so much? It is their features not to admire others so much as I do. Hope I have expressed myself clearly enough.
Today, I acknowledged a real failure in the examination of LAW, which was due to what I had mentioned again and again during this semester. And yet it stood in my way to satisfy my study at last.
It is a cycle I have suffered so many times since I was in my 13. The only one time I managed to escape from it was in my 19. It seemed that every great achievement will get me into a process of a non-stop seeking of the sense of achievement, while usually I have not any achievement at all to look for.
This time, my failing will not be meanless, hopefully. In fact, I am not that awful as I think I am. What I need to do and what I am doing is to turn me back on.
Last but the most important, I feel really good about any memory of your guys, my friends! 6/6/2007 The Phoenix in the dark...Professor Dumbledore is really brave! so is Fawkes !!!! by the way... the picture below shows something:  One Week Break,during which we have to focus on the examination agian... After handing in the last assignment, which i think was really a awful one, in such a hurry yesterday, all we can do is to wish we will be able to pass, besides prearing for the exam. the most challenging one is the business law. although i have made up my mind to feel ok if i fail it, i still have to put most effort in it. hope i can keep on. 6/4/2007 Please!!!Ive been at the bottom of such a deep valley for so long! and I guss it has been enough... maybe not till I do my really effort! Can you please wake up now?! Thanx, my friends. however, its my own battle, isnt it? Wish all of you more than well! 5/29/2007 Do not worry.Don't worry.
I will not be trying to be treated unfairly to others.
If it is so, I just have to pay for my own laziness.
-Scared?
-You wish! 5/16/2007 I am still struggling, which means I am at the least alive!unfortunately, IMAX in Brisban has been closed since 2003, HP and the order of the phoenix will be released on the 15th of August in China and 13th of July in Australia, which makes it impossible for me to enjoy it in the 3D, IMAX.
fortunately, Peter has approved an extension. otherwise, both of us are going to fail, fail, and fail!!!
why have things become so hard for me and easier and easier for others?
how long should it take me to get rid of the FxxKing laziness?
what the HxxL is going on?
what the HxxL is going on?
what the HxxL is going on?
what the HxxL is going on?
assignments seem to be NOT stopping coming, nor are the stresses
AND YET...
-Scared, Bai???
-You wish!!!!!
Just do your best to hold your own!
What the HxxL is the test?we are suposed to at least have a pass, aren't we? why on earth was the test so hard?!! however, pass or not, we are suposed to be told the result when it is released, aren't we?
I have been so worried about the result for more than two weeks, and yet the teacher seems to pay no attention to that.
failing to pass it may mean that i have to do the unit again during the next summer or whenever...
so please make me a pass. 5/4/2007 Use English as much as possible!Otherwise it's gonna be a waste of time being in Australia.
Local friends may think I don't want to be friends of them or I don't want to use English. and yet I am so eager to do so.
Facing the difficulties will make me satisfied with the outcomes, hopefully. 4/6/2007 Careers Day听Lisa说参加的人要穿西装，看flyer上面也写要business clothes，结果想去见见世面就花了200多块买了一套：西服，领带，鞋子，衬衫。。。邱狗狗也花了100多块：衬衫，裙子，鞋子。。。结果去了才发现根本不用，穿正式点就可以了，只有要找工作的人才穿西装的。我和邱小狗穿正式了一点不好看，好象没有气质还是怎么回事就不知道了！Lisa, Kate, Emma这群狗全都没穿西装，我见到她们就冲上去责骂，结果语言不太好，没骂成。。。哎，丢人啊！但好象穿了西装别人就真当我是来找工作的professionals了，一开始对我态度好好，主动给我介绍他们的公司什么的，可惜我都听不怎么懂，也说不出什么，就知道问：“i'm just wondering if you have any casual or part time job opportunities for students?”这句倒是实话，就是我想问的东西，但人家根本不感兴趣，而且我又实在是一看上去就没有什么气质，土得掉渣，别人也一下就看出来了我的斤两，马上就不怎么理我了！哎！！然后就是一路受挫，完全泄气地从会议室里出来了。。。跟钱露露，王震宇，徐明，他们难得见到，就一起聊天，可是我太丢脸了，讲话太大声，搞起人家来请我们换地方了，后来！聊了一会天以后决定不能就这么回去，就又跑到会议室里去问这些employers，换了个策略，问“excuse me, just wondering if you have any volunteer opportunities for students?”结果马上有人理了：“yes, we do.”我马上就后悔了，恨不得把这身西装脱掉换成运动装。。。天啊。。。。太丢人了，搞起和别人来求职的人穿起一样结果想找个志愿者都要别人考虑！看到几个来求职的简历做得好好，学历，经历，工作经验。。。什么都太好了，越发把自己比得想找洞钻啊！！！！！回去的时候很可怜地要跟邱小狗找公车，结果幸亏被linda发现，问我们要不要坐顺风车，才避免了我们一路上的尴尬，真的太感谢linda了！！！
作业要写不完了，好惨啊，上个作业连夜赶出来，根本就跟初中生时写的英语作文差不多，除了长度！！估计这次是要过不了了，老师还专门说这次作业很简单，希望大家都能拿良好，看来这次是我来澳洲以后最最丢脸的一次了！！！！！！！！太丢脸了！！！！！！要是过不了，不知道还能不能重新写，因为现在中国学生一下多了那么多，他们都能过，但我们就不行，就实在不好意思跟老师要重新改正的机会了！！！！也没脸见别的同学了！！！！英语比起其他大连过来的同学差远了，又，突然十分难过，现在！！！要加油啊要加油啊！！！！不是就没脸回国了啊！！！！！
工是不能打了啊，老这样说，但老板对我们突然很好，又实在不忍心在复活节的时候突然不做，他又找不到别人来做，但是看来有时候真的要恨下心来了，不然这个学期就惨了啊！！！！！Linda的第一个作业也要交了，还一点头绪都没有，真的要好好努力才行了啊！！！！！！！ |
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